kingnovel Chapter 469: To My Future Self
Chapter 469: To My Future Self
Note: This chapter is two chapters in one.
Wild Rose was the first to take out her mobile phone and searched the keywords in the search box, but found no clues.
She then tried to recall it again, but to no avail. Finally, she shook her head and said, "No, I have no impression at all."
"Damn it, maybe it's something that can only be found in some weird ancient book." She looked up and said, "Could it be a common saying from Gojo-sensei's time?"
"Why do you make me sound like an old man?" Gojo Satoru rolled on the sofa in dissatisfaction. "Maybe it's a secret code."
“Just like in Mission Impossible!”
"Gojo-sensei, you watch too many movies."
"But Mission Impossible is a classic, everyone must have seen it."
“I’ve only watched Infernal Affairs.”
"Lily, do you know what the next sentence is?" Xia Youjie did not participate in their conversation. Perhaps he felt that my reaction was a bit subtle. He picked up the box, placed it in front of me and asked.
"The next sentence is..." I let go of the chaotic thoughts in my mind, loosened my tightly clenched hands, and recited the words in my memory word by word, "Those who disturb my heart must not be allowed to stay."
This is a sentence that I didn’t understand at the time... no, I still don’t understand it until now.
"Hey, Sister Youxin really knows." Wild Rose narrowed her eyes and thought for a moment, "The parallelism is quite neat."
"It turns out that this is really the code created by Sister Youxin!"
"I didn't make it up." I shook my head and explained, "It's just that I have seen exactly the same words before."
This is what was written on the talisman paper taken out from the celadon bottle.
Xia Youjie narrowed his eyes, turned the wheel, and input the eight words I just said.
With the second rhythmic "click" sound, the second safe was also opened.
There was an envelope quietly placed inside, with red sealing wax printed on the seal.
From every angle, it is intact, proving that it has never been opened.
It was clearly written on it in neat handwriting: "Collected by Suzuki Yuri".
I don’t know why, but I suddenly felt a strong premonition in my heart.
Perhaps many of the questions that have remained unexplained since I came into this world can be answered in it.
So, after holding my breath, I slowly tore open the letter and caught a glimpse of the handwriting inside that was so familiar that I couldn't deny it at all.
Yes, it is my handwriting.
Compared with the current casualness, it seems a lot more formal and rigid.
I only wrote in this way when I was a student, because my teachers had told me many times that writing should be elegant and clear, and the paper should be neat so as to leave a good impression on the examiners, so that the overall score could be higher.
In order to get into university, I tried every possible means.
This habit was gradually changed after I went to college and even started working.
So, it must have been written during that time.
I saw that it was written like this:
A letter to the future Yuri Suzuki.
I don’t know in which year you received the letter, I don’t know what you looked like at that time, I don’t know if I actually received the letter, and I don’t even know if it has ever been opened.
I don't know anything here. But anyway, hello to everyone who is reading this letter now.
I am Yuri Suzuki, who traveled here from this world in the summer of 2018.
It is said that it is because it is the first time to use the treasure and it needs to be matched and adapted. After I return home, my body will have some memory confusion and loss.
I don't know exactly what the loss will be, so I'll just assume it will all disappear.
I feel it is necessary to record what I remember in case my future self, or anyone else who hopes to save the world, misses crucial information.
Acid-free paper will only last about 200 years at best, so hopefully you're seeing this letter within that time.
To the future Yuri Suzuki/someone, here is some information I want you to know:
In the summer of 2018, in a forest outside Wuzhuo Temple, I met the gods of this world.
This deity is a goddess.
The goddess told me that because the progress of world integration has never been successful, our world will continue to suffer harm and pollution from another world.
The predecessors who tried to promote this integration were all killed, and those who assisted them in completing this task were all killed. People continued to be cursed by bad luck and died miserably. These were all the consequences of the failure to integrate.
God cannot directly intervene in such matters.
However, He was tired of this waiting and losing.
So He found me - the last holder of the treasure "Dream Fulfillment" created by Him.
The reason why it was the last one was because we reached an agreement.
When we first met, He left me two words.
"Those who leave me will have a future. Those who disturb my heart must not be kept."
It sounds a bit immature and difficult to understand, right?
Yes, I think so too!
But I didn't dare say it in front of Him. I just whispered it in the letter from the other world. No matter how loud I spoke, He might hear it.
However, as long as you know the reason behind this sentence, it is not that difficult to understand.
The first half of the sentence, "Those who leave me will have a future." This is a promise.
Anyone who receives this promise will no longer have to endure the pain of gaining and losing, or losing again. All that he has ever lost will be returned to him.
The second half of the sentence, those who disturb my heart, should not be kept. This is the mission that needs to be completed in order to get the promise.
That is, to travel to this world, just like crushing soil into powder, burning paper in a fire, and turning ice into water vapor, to assist God in completely destroying this place.
she says--
This world is just like the gods and cursed spirits that it gave birth to; weak, deformed, full of distortion and madness, and is not suitable for normal people to live in.
Even the so-called "God's favorites" born in this soil, the best among the countless living beings created with the most effort and pen from Him, will sooner or later be swallowed up and backfired by this emotion, reduced to a group of desperate puppets, and die in torture.
Therefore, destroying this world is the best way to free them.
At this point in the letter, my words have already covered the entire front page.
If you want to see the follow-up, you have to turn the entire paper over.
But I stared at the word "liberation" in the last line and didn't dare to turn my wrist.
What does that mean? I said earlier that I had reached an agreement with God. Is that the agreement?
Could it be that my mission is not to promote the integration of the two worlds, but to destroy them all? !
Then what am I, a female Thanos?
Should I destroy those people who sit behind me and have always supported me to move forward, just to get back the people I once lost?
It destroys countless people who walk on the streets, go to school, study, go to work, work overtime, and struggle to survive in cities, towns, and villages.
Want me to kill them with my own hands?
Are you kidding me...
I suddenly clutched the paper tightly, as if only in this way could I have the strength to support myself to continue reading.
As the sound of flipping pages was heard, I saw the first line of words on the back:
Don't be nervous, I declined the request.
Uh....if the person reading this letter is not me but someone else, I would also like to clarify one thing.
Do not misunderstand.
I am not the Virgin Mary, nor am I the kind of person who believes that "everyone has the right to live" and wants to save the world.
There is no such noble ethics.
In fact, I refused because I felt that I could not afford this sin.
There is no way to send thousands of people to death in the blink of an eye.
There is no way to assist God in destroying a world so easily.
More importantly, I can't erase the lives of people living in another world just for my own selfish reasons.
Even if they do have a hard time.
You can say I am an ostrich, that I am cowardly and timid and like to avoid problems, and I accept it all.
I am the kind of person who hates to be even when watching movies and only likes to watch happy endings.
So, I rejected Him.
Then God gave His second condition.
He said, if I could accomplish what no one before me had accomplished, which is to promote the integration of the two worlds.
Then, the troubles that disturb His mind will no longer exist, and He will still give me this promise.
If it succeeds, everyone is happy.
If I fail, I will be the last person to try, and my life will be destroyed in this world.
It's hard to do this...it's much harder to glue a broken bottle together than to break it completely.
But I'm going to give it a try anyway.
After traveling to this world, I discovered a lot of things.
For example, the reason why the world stops at a certain time period and can no longer move forward is not only because the god of this world has become increasingly weak.
Moreover, it was because His thinking had become confused as the world's entropy continued to increase, and He no longer knew how to move the process forward.
All He can do is to rewind the events continuously, creating a retrospective result, but He can only helplessly revolve around it again and again.
We once had a conversation.
I tried to persuade him, but this guy said that he would rather die with the whole world than accept the result of fusion.
Looks more rebellious than a runaway kid, right?
Anyway, this god hates me so much that when he sees me, he wants me to die immediately.
Of course, I have the protection of God. He is weaker than him and definitely cannot kill me - you can rest assured about this.
However, He will definitely find ways to break through your defenses both spiritually and physically to destroy you, so you better be careful and don’t fall into His trap.
At the end, there is one most important thing I need to tell you.
There is a treasure that looks like an eye, it is the dream come true. What I want you to know is that the key to the fusion of the world lies in it.
After the collected energy is filled, with the help of your soul, it can act like "glue" to merge the two worlds together.
As for how to collect and gather them, I still haven’t figured it out.
God only said that every time I gather them all, the door to the world channel will be opened, and I can return safely without having to pass through those dangerous border gaps.
And in order to reduce the difficulty of the task, He will help convey the information and intelligence of this world to me in some form.
Although I don’t know if this method will work... Anyway, I’ll leave this task to you.
If you are not Suzuki Yuri but a native of this world, please also go and look for this treasure called Dream Fulfillment.
Try your best if you can; after all, it is a matter of life and death.
Sorry, it seems like I have been talking too much and you must be getting impatient.
But there is no way, I still have to say it.
Hope you succeed.
p.s. If you meet Chanyuan Shener again next time, please remember to repay me.
Although I was forced to take me in unwillingly for a period of time, at least I was fed and drunk for free by him for such a long time. If this man really has a child, you should help take care of the child.
We are even now. Also, next time if I see the runaway little brother Gojo and the little brother Geto, I will check to see if they have grown up or if they have really become ugly.
If that's the case, please turn around and leave. They will say that you became ugly because of your curse, and it might not be good to be blamed for that.
PPS. Don't call them "little brother" in front of them. Even though they are indeed two little brats, they will get angry.
ppps. Please help keep this letter for my little brother Gojo, but don't let him see it.
pppps. Oops, there is only so much acid-free paper, and I can’t write on it anymore…
With regards, Yuri Suzuki.
I:"........"
If you know that acid-free paper is just this, why write so much nonsense? There are still some things I don't understand, and she didn't explain it clearly!
Was I such an unreliable person at the age of 19?
Indeed, humans
She was still thinking about helping Shen'er take care of the child. At that time, he probably hadn't even met his wife yet, and Miagumi wasn't even a fertilized egg. She really thought long-term.
"Five little brothers?"
"Little brother Xia Yu?"
Gojo Satoru and Geto Suguru stood on my left and right, followed by Nobara who squeezed in with Fushiguro Megumi, all with their eyes fixed on the last few lines of words.
"Hey, Lily, do you want to explain what the words above mean?" Gojo Satoru asked, pointing at the letter.
"Uh... So, it turns out that the treasure of my dream-fulfilling item is more important than I thought." I thought for a moment and organized my words. "I think if I work harder, I should be able to achieve a satisfactory result."
"No. I mean, what's wrong with this little brother?"
I:"........"
Ah, as expected, I am still furious.
What’s going on? This little kid who is less than seven years old, is he not a little brother or a little sister?