kingnovel Chapter 892 Persuasion (1)
Chapter 892 Persuasion (1)
Chapter 892 Persuasion (I)
Liu Weihua was fine with the departure of his two sons, but Wang Xiulan was very depressed for several days.
At the request of her uncle, Liu Jingxue had to spend a lot of time and effort to coax him.
However, she didn't expect that after she had coaxed the other person into forgetting the unpleasantness of her son's departure, her aunt's attention would shift to her and she would start to bombard her with fatigue.
Wang Xiulan has been thinking about it and wants to talk to Liu Jingxue to get her to give up the idea of not getting married.
Her son and grandson were always around her, and it was the Chinese New Year, so she thought about talking to Xiaoxue about this matter. There was no rush, so she planned to wait until her son and grandson left before talking about it.
I was depressed for the past two days and forgot about this matter.
As soon as he recovered, he remembered this matter, so he pulled Xiaoxue into the inner room and started to talk nonsense.
The final result was that Liu Jingxue was like an eggplant hit by frost, dizzy and without any energy.
Even the dinner that day was tasteless to Aunt Liu.
After finally returning home, Liu Jingxue plunged into the space, threw herself heavily on the bed, covered her head with the quilt, and let out a wail.
"Tuanzi, I think my aunt shouldn't be a doctor, but should go to the Women's Federation. She's too talkative.
When it comes to ideological work, she has a lot of tricks up her sleeve. Even if ten of me were put together, we wouldn’t be able to convince her.”
He stretched out his fingers and circled them above his head, "Her words are spinning around in my head now, making me dizzy.
It’s not right for me to close my eyes, and it’s not right for me to not close my eyes.
It’s so hard for me.”
Tuanzi said weakly, "But I think what she said makes sense."
Liu Jingxue stretched out her fist, knocked on the quilt, and asked angrily, "Which side are you from?"
"I will side with whoever makes sense and whose opinion is in your favor."
Liu Jingxue was about to ask who its owner was, but was interrupted by Tuanzi's next words.
"Master, you haven't practiced for a while. Have you noticed your condition?"
"Situation, what situation?"
Tuanzi took advantage of the fact that Liu Jingxue had her head covered in the quilt and couldn't see, and rolled her eyes.
"The situation of your inner demon.
During this period of time, your inner demons have become much smaller.
I took a special look at it. It was partly due to your actions in that devil country, and also the merits you gained from delivering things to the border guards, which erased some of the demons in your heart.
Another thing is that during this period of time, you did not hide alone every day like before, but mingled with the Liu family every day, and got involved in a lot of worldly things, which made up for some regrets in your heart and reduced some of your inner demons.
Especially when you are with Xiao Huzi, your inner demons will be wiped out faster."
Tuanzi continued the previous topic, "Even if I said before, you have no hope of becoming a great Daoist. You can only reach the Golden Core Stage at most. There is no need to require yourself to be pure and free from desires, like an ascetic.
Even monks are still human beings and have their own emotions and desires. There is no need to isolate themselves from the world.
Just control yourself and don't be controlled by a certain desire and become a slave to desire.
Sticking to one's original intention and following one's heart is the correct way to practice in the world."
“But you have always been thinking about everything in the modern world, isolating yourself from other people, ignoring your true inner thoughts, and avoiding the world, which has fed your inner demon to such a big size.
You should know that you have been practicing for only a little over two years.
At the rate at which your inner demon is growing, you would have gone insane in the world of cultivation long ago.
You should be thankful that this space is in the Dharma Ending Age, the spiritual energy is insufficient, and your cultivation speed is not fast.
Otherwise you would have been wiped out long ago."
Tuanzi sighed in a humane way, “I will be the one who suffers the most at that time.
After sleeping for who knows how many years, it finally met its owner and came out to get some fresh air.
But after just over two years, it fell into deep sleep again.
Losing something after you’ve gained it is the most painful thing. I might as well not have woken up for the past two years.”
Hearing that everything was reduced to ashes, Liu Jingxue became serious.
She hasn't lived enough and doesn't want to meet the King of Hell at such a young age.
Moreover, if one really turns to ashes, it is still unclear whether one can see the King of Hell or have another life.
Thinking of the feeling of her body dying when she traveled through from the modern era, she couldn't help but shudder.
"No, I don't want to experience that feeling of near death again."
He got up from the bed, straightened his hair, and sat cross-legged.
Liu Jingxue looked at the ball floating in the air and frowned.
"Tuanzi, you always say that I don't care about my own inner thoughts, but how could that be true?
I don’t know what I am thinking in my heart.”
Seeing that his master was finally willing to talk to him about this, Tuanzi immediately cheered up and prepared to convince his master.
“Master, your parents loved each other in modern times, and although you didn’t have much money, your family was happy.
At that time, you were also very satisfied and fortunate to have a warm and happy home.
After your parents got into trouble, you felt envious and jealous when you saw your classmates and roommates going home to reunite with their families during holidays.
At that time, you wished that your parents were still alive and you had a complete family. "
"Deep down in your heart, you have always wanted to have your own home again," Tuanzi affirmed.
Liu Jingxue couldn't deny this, this was indeed what she desired.
“But then you changed.
Maybe it's because you see others break up and get back together, and the mess your classmates and friends make after they get married.
Of course, it is more likely that you are afraid of marriage because of the influence of movies, TV, and novels.
From then on, you retreated into your own shell, daring not to fall in love or think about starting a family.
But deep down in your heart, your longing for home has not disappeared."
For the first time, Liu Jingxue felt the harm that Tuanzi had done in her mind.
Everything about you is defenseless to it, and it knows everything clearly.
It even thinks of things that you have never thought of.
At this moment, she was extremely grateful that Tuanzi could not communicate with anyone other than herself, otherwise her secret would be kept.
“After coming here, your longing for home and family affection also led you to pour out your affection for the original owner’s family.
But deep down in your heart, you always feel like you are a thief. Those feelings and true emotions do not belong to you. They are stolen by you.
And you know very well in your heart that they are a family.
My uncle and aunt are a family, Liu Jianguo's family of three are a family, and Liu Jianjun and his future wife and children are another family.
When they get together, they form a big family.
But no matter which one it is, you are always outside the circle and cannot really fit in."
"You are always worrying about this and that, and you are always worried about gains and losses. It would be strange if you don't have demons in your heart."
Liu Jingxue held her head in her hands and said in despair, "Then what do you think I should do?
The problems I worry about are not random.
Among my classmates who got married and had children, how many of them are happy? "
"You always say they are unhappy, so do you think your parents are happy?"
Liu Jingxue thought of her modern parents and recalled everything back then. "They should have been happy."
"You said your classmates were unhappy after marriage, is what you believe true?
Yes, they have complained to you about the unhappiness after marriage, but they have also told you about the happy life after marriage and urged you to find a boyfriend and get married as soon as possible.
But you only saw their unhappiness and completely ignored the happiness they showed off in front of you."