Chapter 1411 I am a person with mental defects
Chapter 1411 I am a person with mental defects
With Baili Chengfeng's comfort, Chu Zhixin calmed down a little.
She took a deep breath, controlled her tears, then stood up straight and said to Baili Chengfeng, "Come with me to the hospital. I'm afraid I can't bear it alone."
"it is good!"
Baili Chengfeng showed an overjoyed expression, happy that Chu Zhixin depended on him.
After a while, Chu Zhixin and Baili Chengfeng arrived at the hospital where Chu Zhihan sent Qiao An.
Chu Zhihan was sitting dejectedly on a bench in the corridor, covering his face with his hands. He looked very desperate, as if he was about to break.
"Brother, Qiao An..."
Chu Zhixin clenched his fingers, stepped forward cautiously, and asked softly.
"The doctor is pumping her stomach. She swallowed a whole bottle of sleeping pills. Can she be saved?"
Chu Zhihan's voice choked, and the fingers covering his face trembled slightly, "It's still an unknown."
"I'm sorry, it's my fault. I should have listened to you and gone to see her earlier."
When Chu Zhixin heard this terrible situation, she almost blamed herself so much that she wanted to slap herself twice. The tears that she had just held back couldn't help but well up again.
She stood in front of Chu Zhihan at a loss, like a child who had made a mistake. She looked in the direction of the operating room, then at Chu Zhihan. She really didn't know what to do.
"Don't apologize, it has nothing to do with you, it's my fault..."
Chu Zhihan spoke in a heavy nasal voice, heavy and slightly indifferent, "It was me who didn't take good care of her. I should have been with her from morning to night like before. She is my responsibility, not yours. I shouldn't have handed her over to you."
When talking about the painful part, Chu Zhihan couldn't help but slap himself twice.
"Brother, please don't be like this. It's not your fault. It's my fault. If I hadn't meddled in her affairs, I wouldn't have missed her and she wouldn't have been bullied. I also shouldn't have taken her directly to the bully and caused her bad emotions..."
Chu Zhixin stepped forward and stopped Chu Zhihan from hurting himself, crying and saying words of regret.
"what did you just say?"
Chu Zhihan raised his head, stared at Chu Zhixin, and asked urgently: "What do you mean, she was bullied?"
"She...she..."
Chu Zhixin was shocked to realize that he had let the cat out of the bag. His eyes flickered around and he had no confidence at all.
"Tell me, what are you hiding from me?"
Chu Zhihan stood up suddenly like a madman out of control, grabbed Chu Zhixin's shoulders, and asked at the top of his voice.
At this moment, Chu Zhixin was in his hand, like a little bird whose wings could be broken easily!
"What are you doing? She is your sister, not your enemy!"
Baili Chengfeng took a step forward, fiercely pushed Chu Zhihan away, and then protected Chu Zhixin behind him, "It has already happened, and she feels very guilty. Do you have to force her to death before you are willing to do that?"
Chu Zhihan staggered when Baili Chengfeng pushed him. His red eyes glared at Baili Chengfeng fiercely like a bloodthirsty monster, and his voice was as cold as ice. "You also know that she is my sister. We have our own way of getting along with each other. Who do you think you are? What qualifications do you have to judge us? Get out of here!"
"I think you are really crazy!"
Baili Chengfeng didn't expect Chu Zhihan to be so unreasonable and out of control. Naturally, he didn't want to communicate with him anymore, because he knew that in this state, communication would be useless.
Perhaps, only physical combat can bring about mental calmness.
So, he grabbed Chu Zhihan by the collar and asked him bluntly: "So what if you are my brother? Can you get a gold medal of immunity and let your temper run wild and hurt your relatives at will? Have you ever thought about what Huo Wu owes you? She is your sister, not your creditor. She is good enough to you and indulges you enough. You can't hurt her endlessly just because of her wanton indulgence!"
"I hurt?"
初之瀚冷笑,没有表情的看着百里乘风,“我确实伤害了我身边所有爱我的人?我就是个混蛋,是个垃圾,你是想揍我吗?那就把我往死里揍,也许我早就该死了,从出生那一刻就死了,这样你们所有人都有好的结局!”
"you……"
Baili Chengfeng coughed lightly, a little frightened by Chu Zhihan's crazy criticism, and quickly let go of Chu Zhihan's collar, stammering: "Don't get excited, I... I just hope you can calm down and don't hurt Huo Wu. You have to know that Huo Wu is the best person in the world to you. You can't think that you can hurt her without any cost just because she treats you well. She..."
"do not talk!"
Chu Zhixin pulled Baili Chengfeng's arm and wiped away her tears, her expression much calmer and more indifferent than before.
She walked around Baili Chengfeng, faced Chu Zhihan, and said softly, "Brother, I know you are anxious and sad now. I also know that you must feel very guilty and think that you didn't take good care of Qiao An, so you can't control your emotions and say things that don't fit your words. I won't blame you, and..."
The woman took a deep breath and looked in the direction of the operating room. "If anything happens to Qiao An, I will take full responsibility. You can do whatever you want to me at that time. I will never complain."
Chu Zhihan stared at Chu Zhixin in a daze, then his nose felt sore and he couldn't control his tears anymore and they fell.
He raised his head and turned his back, not wanting to show his 'embarrassing' side to the public. "I'm sorry, I was too impulsive. You're my sister and I trusted you too much, so I never thought about controlling my temper in front of you. I shouldn't have lost my temper with you. Please forgive me, I'm a mentally handicapped person!"
Chu Zhihan seldom said these words to Chu Zhixin.
Most of the time, he just let his temper take its toll on everyone around him.
Because for a long time, he has been accustomed to doing things his own way and handling everything by himself, so that he often only cares about venting his own emotions without considering the feelings of others.
Baili Chengfeng's criticism just now and Chu Zhixin's disappointed look on his face made him sober up all of a sudden.
He suddenly realized what a terrible person he was and how unworthy of love he was.
"Please forgive my brother. He has an incomplete personality..."
After Chu Zhihan stopped crying, he turned around and looked at Chu Zhixin with a little guilt, then took Chu Zhixin's hand and apologized sincerely, "I'm sorry, I'm too selfish. Because of my selfishness, I've already lost a sister. I really don't want to lose you again, so please don't do anything to hurt yourself because of this, okay?"
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