After the divorce, the boss tore off my vest with his own hands

Chapter 1413 I Can’t Bear It Anymore

Qiao An didn't respond, and didn't even look at Chu Zhixin.

Chu Zhixin's heart was instantly gripped, even more painful than when she saw Qiao An taking pills to commit suicide and falling on the bed.

Just as the doctor said, Joan's psychological problems are far greater than her physical problems. Even if she is rescued this time, if her psychological problems are not properly addressed, she will definitely relapse next time.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, it is normal. Anyone who has experienced the hardships that Joan has experienced, even just one of them, would be depressed.

Joan has been experiencing these hardships from childhood to the present.

It is not easy for her to survive until now, and she is very lucky!

"Qiao An, I know you feel bad. Can you please talk to me and dump your pain into me like you are dumping garbage? Okay?"

Chu Zhixin took a deep breath and tried to get closer to Qiao An. She sat beside the bed and held Qiao An's hand.

"Do not touch me!"

Qiao An finally reacted, but it was a reaction similar to that of stress. She stared at Chu Zhixin with red eyes and suddenly pulled her hand back.

"Bad people, you are all bad people, you want to beat me, scold me, make me drink toilet water, lock me in a small dark room... You are all bad people, get out, get out!!"

Qiao An was so emotional that he grabbed a pillow and threw it at Chu Zhixin.

Chu Zhixin dodged it skillfully and continued to explain patiently: "I'm not a bad person. Take a good look at me. I'm Chu Zhixin, your good friend. We went to school together!"

"go to school?"

Qiao An shook her head, tears welling in her eyes. "I won't go to school. The school is full of bad guys. They won't let me go. They won't let me go. Get out of here, bad guys. Get out of here now!"

Qiao An's mind was completely blurred. In her eyes, Chu Zhixin was the same girl who bullied her back then.

So, she didn't want Chu Zhixin to get close to her at all, and in order to protect herself, she grabbed anything she could and threw it at Chu Zhixin without caring about anything.

The last thing thrown was a vase on the bedside table. Chu Zhixin didn't have time to dodge this time, and it hit him right on the forehead.

"what!"

Chu Zhixin just felt dizzy and blood flowed down her forehead. She quickly covered the wound with her hand.

"Bad guy, get out of here, bad guy!"

Qiao An was also frightened. She shivered like a hedgehog, hugging the quilt. Then she glared at Chu Zhixin and shouted loudly.

"Shhhhhh!"

Chu Zhixin quickly told Qiao An to stop making trouble, and took some tissues to wipe the blood stains bit by bit, "Be good, stop making trouble, otherwise the doctors will hear it, and it will be terrible. If they put you in a mental hospital, you will be finished."

"Psychiatric...mental hospital?"

Joan's confused consciousness seemed to finally hear a normal word from the outside world, because she had been locked up in a mental hospital before.

That was the shadow within her shadow, so she was very scared, but she immediately calmed down, holding her head and crying, saying, "I won't go to the mental hospital, I will be good, I will be obedient, I don't want to go to the mental hospital!"

"Okay, okay, I won't send you to a mental hospital, but you have to listen to the doctor and tell him everything, okay?"

Chu Zhixin didn't expect that this trick was quite effective. At least it could calm Qiao An down and make her willing to communicate with her.

So, she temporarily pretended to be a doctor so that she could communicate with Joan more smoothly.

"Okay, I'll listen to you. I'll do whatever you say. Don't arrest me, don't send me to the small dark room, and don't shock me!"

Qiao An looked up at Chu Zhixin and begged for help while crying.

"Then lie down and don't do any strenuous exercise. You just had a gastric lavage and you still need nutrient solution to maintain your body. If you move around, the needle will fall out."

Chu Zhixin put his hands on his hips, looked stern, and gave orders to Qiao An.

"Okay, I won't move. I won't move."

Qiao An lay down again, leaning against the head of the bed, as if she had been acupunctured. She looked at Chu Zhixin with tears in her eyes, looking quite pitiful.

"Also, don't do anything that would hurt yourself in the future. If I find out again, I will put you in the dark room!"

"No, no!"

Qiao An shook her head violently, very scared and desperate, and choked up, "But I really don't want to stay in this world anymore. This world is full of pain and hurt. Don't I even have the right to leave this world?"

Her consciousness was completely scattered. Too many bad experiences had caused her brain to be filled with only painful memories.

These painful memories tortured her like torture, and she could only get rid of the pain through such extreme means.

Death is actually a relief for her, which means she no longer has to suffer from pain!

"I really don't understand why you saved me. I just don't want to be tortured. Why don't I even have the right to decide my own life or death?"

Joan covered her face and cried uncontrollably.

Her heart was already broken, having endured too much, and she really didn't want to endure it anymore...

"Death won't solve the problem. What if after death, all the suffering will be reincarnated?"

Chu Zhixin is not a professional psychologist, so he doesn’t know how to comfort Qiao An, so he can only use his own real experience to persuade her.

Because there were many moments when she lost the motivation to live, and thinking about such troublesome and disappointing days, she might as well die.

However, every time this thought came up, there was a small voice in her heart telling her that it is better to live a miserable life than to die. At least in this world, there are so many people who are worth her living for.

Also, if she really died, if there was an endless hell, her fate would probably be even worse.

"Can there be a more miserable place than where I am now?"

Joan shook her head and said with a wry smile: "This world is the most painful place. All my pain comes from this place. I have seen too much ugliness. I think there is no place more despairing than this place."

"You can't say that. Maybe this place has a beautiful side, but you just haven't had time to discover it yet."

Chu Zhixin didn't expect Qiao An to be so depressed, desperate and negative. He bit his lip and tried to think about how to correct the woman's thoughts. "For example, think about it, aren't you going to take the college entrance examination? When you are admitted to your ideal university, maybe you will find many beautiful, fresh and interesting things? But if you give up this opportunity now because of your fear, then you will have nothing. Don't you think it's a pity and regret?"